[stream of consciousness] [personal]
I had a dream where I died of cancer/some illness on the same day I was diagnosed. I did research on this to find out why I may have had this dream. Dreams about your death can be a sign of moving on, change in your life, breaking/starting big things in your life, etc. mostly positive things?
That said, I feel as if I have been disconnected and disassociated from art for a long time. It's scary to think that moving into uni and embarking on a new book in my life will break down my passion for art. I don't want to let go of it, but I have a feeling that my life direction is going to take its course this w